boysssssss, read this!

• Make her feel like you want to take care of her
• Make an effort to get along with her friends
• Make sure she always feels good about herself
• Bring her some of her favorite flowers
• Don't tell her you think other girls are hot, even if she asks your opinion
• Don't tease her about her clothes
• Never call her fat, even if she's obese
• Listen to her music before you decide you don't like it, even if it's a genre you don't like
• Call her at night just to wish her sweet dreams.
• Don't call her sexy or hot all the time
• Make her feel safe and loved
• Be protective, but not overprotective
• Notice the little things
• Girls do not like guys who lie to impress them

menjadi egois

manusia memang kadang berharap terlalu tinggi

atau menurut pemikirannya sesuatu itu akan pasti begitu nantinya, pasti bisa berubah jika mau berusaha mengganti nasib dan mengadunya sekali lagi

ya manusia memang selalu melihat ke atas dan ingin mendapat lebih
pikiran itu yang membuat orang itu percaya dengan apa yang dia rasa dengan imajinasinya atau yang dia lihat dengan logikanya padahal tidak ada jaminan untuk itu

ketika sudah dia putuskan untuk merubah nasibnya, 

dengan penuh percaya diri dia menanti perubahan itu, tapi ternyata hal yang dia pikirkan dahulu tidak sama sekali terjadi dalam hidup barunya

yang lebih buruk hanya membuatnya kecewa

niatnya untuk merubah nasib hidup untuk lebih bahagia, ternyata yang didapat sama saja

semua itu pun menjadikannya manusia yang akhirnya dicap manusia egois

apa itu masih bisa disebut sebuah perubahaan hidup lebih baik? 

haruskah manusia seperti itu?

mungkin itu yang dikatakan manusia memang harus bersyukur dengan apa yang dia dapat walaupun hidupnya sekarang mungkin lebih baik dari sebelumnya, tapi tetap saja rasa kecewa teramat sangat itu akan menutup segalanya kemudian, lebih banyak keluhan

he

walk with me

because walking with me is not as easy as you thought

it has a deep meanings

and if you can say that you love me

just prove it by walking with me in every single things

and then

i would see how good you as my partner are from that end since a man should be a gentlemen

you should be hunter instead of the hunted

by rose heart

kissing you

A kiss is worth a thousand words

I want to kiss you because i want you to know something, 

I'd love you till i have no more strength in my bones to take that pain,remember all the memories until my head is filled and spinning with nothing but my sorrow.

I'd kiss you to show you that spark that we had,

the first night we kissed, i told you that you had owed me something, and as you leaned over to kiss me my heart started racing, kicking, beating faster then it ever had.

To this very day, my heart ,my words, my feelings have become my weakness.
I am tortured everydayby my regret and heart break.

When you show your face, and i see your eyes i want nothing more then to look deep into them, and tell you once again that i love you, 

To go to back that one day you told me you loved me, i literally could not speak my voice was silenced.

Somewhere in me there will always be that part of you that lives beneath my soul, that uncovered things i was afraid to show.
underneath all that new love i will share with someone new there will still be the place where you can return to and i will accept you, and love you the same as before.

For when we both move on
i ask you never forget me, for i wont actually have let go

I am simply trying something else. 

You will always be welcome in my life, because for as long as i live, and remember

I will love you. 

by Cheris Blair

akhirnya satu bulan

setelah sekian lama dan dengan penuh perjuangan sampai juga kata terdefinisikan berlansung satu bulan
alhamdulillah ya b,

Every Hour

 If I'm ever jealous, baby
Its because I am addicted
And afflicted with such caring
That can never be evicted.

Kisses shared between us
Are more special than the star
Like brightness never lost
Within a pretty song that's sung.

Don't disappear, pretty light
Everyday I think of you so bright.
And doesn't everything feel right
When you hold me so tight?

 A rainbow connects your heart and mine
And I wish to travel through its rays
To find you at the other side
And be with you all day. 

(love poem-modified)

promises

I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold
I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall
I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right)
I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow
I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree )
I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day
I promise to love you without change.

I promise to make you laugh
I promise to make you cry
I promise to give you strength when you are weak
I promise to cherish you and your love
I promise to compromise with you
I promise to make you and our children my first priority
I promise to never take your love for granted
I promise to never lose faith in you
I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me
I promise to always trust you
I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts
I promise to always be proud of you
I promise to never let you feel alone in this world
I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning
I promise to always keep you as an equal partner
I promise to never say things to you in anger
I promise to be your partner for life
I promise to be your shelter from the storm

I promise you a love everlasting

(http://www.romantic-lyrics.com/pi32.shtml)

promise little and do much (Hebrew Proverb)

semoga aku bisa begitu ya b,amin :) 

let's play your game for a moment

bella swan said :

" It never made sense for you to love me. "

edward cullen said :

"But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me? [...] I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept — as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!"

Edward Cullen to Bella Swan, p. 510

" You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy. "
Edward Cullen, p. 510

" Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heaven for that! It seems you can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us."
Edward Cullen, p. 510


" Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Edward Cullen, p. 514

satu kalimat cinta

i ♥ you and always do,

sorry ;(

Don't hate me now

I can't tell how this last song ends

(secondhand serenade)

maaf,aku gatau gimana caranya ngatasin ini, tapi yang bisa aku liat sekarang dari sikap kamu malem ini
B : if i could, i thought its the best for us. you know and i know that....

kamu sakit hati (aku egois) ;( aku benerbener minta maaf ini jadi susah

kamu pantes dapat yang terbaik, aku pasti kehilangan kamu.sangat kehilangan!

tapi aku gamau buat kamu sakit lagi,aku janji.

sekarang terserah kamu kalau kamu mau jauh dari aku,aku gabisa egois lagi dengan nahan kamu tetep disamping aku.

seperti yang aku bilang,

"cara paling baik ninggalin aku,tolong gausah bilang ke aku...."