kissing you

A kiss is worth a thousand words

I want to kiss you because i want you to know something, 

I'd love you till i have no more strength in my bones to take that pain,remember all the memories until my head is filled and spinning with nothing but my sorrow.

I'd kiss you to show you that spark that we had,

the first night we kissed, i told you that you had owed me something, and as you leaned over to kiss me my heart started racing, kicking, beating faster then it ever had.

To this very day, my heart ,my words, my feelings have become my weakness.
I am tortured everydayby my regret and heart break.

When you show your face, and i see your eyes i want nothing more then to look deep into them, and tell you once again that i love you, 

To go to back that one day you told me you loved me, i literally could not speak my voice was silenced.

Somewhere in me there will always be that part of you that lives beneath my soul, that uncovered things i was afraid to show.
underneath all that new love i will share with someone new there will still be the place where you can return to and i will accept you, and love you the same as before.

For when we both move on
i ask you never forget me, for i wont actually have let go

I am simply trying something else. 

You will always be welcome in my life, because for as long as i live, and remember

I will love you. 

by Cheris Blair