bella swan said :

" It never made sense for you to love me. "

edward cullen said :

"But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me? [...] I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept — as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!"

Edward Cullen to Bella Swan, p. 510

" You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy. "
Edward Cullen, p. 510

" Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heaven for that! It seems you can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us."
Edward Cullen, p. 510


" Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Edward Cullen, p. 514

satu kalimat cinta

i ♥ you and always do,

hope today can be a better day

ada seseorang yang bilang hari ini gue akan bahagia? mungkin dia cuma mau buat gue seneng dan menghibur gue hari ini. makasih, tapi gue udah hopeless banget dah kalo yang itu -,- gue aja gatau gimana dapet kesempatan yang ke......hmm........tiga? udah lebih kayaknya,udah banyak banget gue nyianyiain semua kesempatan itu. ya Allah,buat gue tetep kuat. semoga semua mendapat yang terbaik dan apa  yang gue udah lakuin termaafkan dikehidupan lain (yeeeee curhat). aminnnnnnnnnnnn :)
 

tentang seorang pria

 
Seems there's just so many roads to travel, it's hard to tell where they will lead
My life is scarred and my dreams unraveled
Now I'm scared to take the leap
If I could find someone to follow who knows my pain and feels the weight
The uncertainty of my tomorrow, the guilt and pain of yesterday

Is there hope for every man
A solid place where we can stand
In this dry and weary land
Is there hope for every man
Is there love that never dies
Is there peace in troubled times
Someone help me understand

Is there hope for every man

 every man - casting crowns

sumpah abis baca lirik ini gue jadi takut nyakitin hati cowo lagi -,- 

(maaf buat seorang pria diluar sana yang pernah gue sakitin barubaru ini, i'm really sorry and thank you for reading this :') ♥you)

binggung mau menghibur diri dengan apa,

lebih baik gue upload foto gue hari ini :) yeaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy! PEDE SEKALI ya?

sumpah udah lama ga foto sendiri begini,

hari ini jenguk aisyah di rumahnya sama mira,debby,shabrina,nda,mun,dewi,eni,hillan.  alhamdulillah dia udah sembuhhhh loh :) udah keluar dari rumah sakit juga

lagu buat hari ini,

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

stranger - secondhand serenade

have you forgotten all we had?

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

and if I bleed, I'll bleed,
knowing you don't care.

missing - evanesence

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?

Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

 say all i need - one republic