i do,i love you and i want

nanti skalian mau ngomong banyak sama kamu.

Nanti aja klo ktemu.

Bukan itu aja. Ada deh. Tadi lg ga pengen aja.

Bukan,udah ah ga usah ngebahas dia.

aku mau ngomong buat kamu.

maaf selalu salah dimata kamu, iya aku tau kok udah ngelakuin hal yang salah kemarin itu yang bikin kamu kecewa sama aku ;'( aku gamau bohong,itu cuma bikinaku tambah bersalah

sekarang,yes! ada lagi kan yg mau kamu omongin,waktu dapet sms kamu itu......zzzzzzzzzzz..........parah aku shock,aku benerbener takut ada sesuatu yang salah

apalagi sekarang?

aku udah sangat sabar yaaaa,tapi tetep aja masih bisa nangis -,-

Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it.  ~Albert Smith

now i want laying in bed, and .....

I LOVE BUBY AND PINLO

 

(this image special for my bubu)

I COULDN'T SLEEP BETTER, WITHOUT MY DOLL ON MY SIDE

 (this image special for my abang ajie)

Sleep Together (Garbage)

Make me a pretty person
Make me feel like I belong
Make me hard and make me happy
Make me beautiful

The emptiness
The craziness
Satisfy this hungriness

sorry ;(

Don't hate me now

I can't tell how this last song ends

(secondhand serenade)

maaf,aku gatau gimana caranya ngatasin ini, tapi yang bisa aku liat sekarang dari sikap kamu malem ini
B : if i could, i thought its the best for us. you know and i know that....

kamu sakit hati (aku egois) ;( aku benerbener minta maaf ini jadi susah

kamu pantes dapat yang terbaik, aku pasti kehilangan kamu.sangat kehilangan!

tapi aku gamau buat kamu sakit lagi,aku janji.

sekarang terserah kamu kalau kamu mau jauh dari aku,aku gabisa egois lagi dengan nahan kamu tetep disamping aku.

seperti yang aku bilang,

"cara paling baik ninggalin aku,tolong gausah bilang ke aku...."

kegiatan gila

26 september 2009

malam hari jam 10an mario dateng kerumah, kasian bgt dah udah malem.ckck
kesel banget pake telat pula,dari jam 7 ditugguin ga datengdateng -,-
pas dateng malah digodain ma 3 ade yang reserese

"mana mana pacarnya kakak"
"ahhhh kakak kita jagain bertiga,pengawalnya banyak kan?"
"itu kak pacarnya?"
"kak mario,buka dong helmnya.mau liat mukanya"

masyaAllah itu adeade rese semua (zzzzzzzzz)

setelah berhasil diusir ngobrol deh didalem,ternyata mario telat tuh garagara abis nabrak angkot (ya Allah shock banget) pantes aja tampangnya begitu (maaf ya mario)

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jam 11.30 egha dan domber (hanapi) menyampar juga kerumah dan mengajak kesuatu tempat gaul jakarta
terjadi percakapan dengan mario
M : udah aku gausah ikut ay,besok pagi mesti anter mama
L : yahhh,yaudah deh gamau maksa (tampang bete)
M :.... mm yaudah deh jalan aja yooo
L : ehhh,bener ay? hhi asik makasih yaa


27 september 2009

disana rame banget ma orang gaul,ada yang makan ada yg main kartu (kartu uno kali ya),ada yang ngebutngebutan diajalan,ada yang minum,ada yang mamerin cewenya yang bohai (apa coba ketawa liatnya)..akhirnya kita berempat duduk dan patungan untuk membeli minuman.
ga lupa mesen nasi goreng, kasiannya punya domber dipesenin egha yang pedes jelasjelas diminta kaga pedes jugaaaaaaaaaa.pas dirasain tuh....
D : gila lo gha,mau bunuh gue apa?
E : ihh orang gue dengernya agak pedes (speak)
L : buset gha parah lo beneran
M : pedes amat,
D : udah ahh gila ini abangnya
E : bang pedes amat sih!!! (kencengkenceng)
L : heh,parah lo ah,eh jangan kencengkenceng men
akhirnya itu nasi dimakan egha,bikin melek katanya.hha GILA kali ini orang.sengaja amat nasi goreng dibikin pedes

sambil minum dan ngobrol dengan temennya egha anak slowinc yang waktu itu ketemu di SOTR slowinc (yang mobilnya ditabrak juga ma gue dan egha yang anehnya itu bemper dibuat dari besi.kaga penyokkkkk.ckck)

jam 2 teng,memutuskan untuk cabut,sampe dirumah tante.telp ade gue kaga diangkat2 alhasil ma mario nunggu diluar,ga tahan manjat pager terus duduk ngobrol sampe pagi udah kayak anjing jaga rumah ;( masuk rumah kecapean dia,ya Allah parah garagara gue jadi begini :( NYESEL PARAH
nunggu jam 10 pagi,mario balik dehhhh

APA YANG BISA GUE AMBIL DARI INI???

1. ga mau maksa mario lagi
2. nurut deh ma apa yang mario bilang (aku janji ay)

TAPI GAUL TETEP MEN,mumpung masih SMA (kata egha)

baru pertama kalinya bisa marahan ngambek terus ketawa sama mario (full day with mario,bad and good things with you.so nice ;') thank's God -on twitter-)

first kobam

a few nights ago, around 2 a.m , i can't have anything too simple in my life or i get bored. so i want to create a late night under high tower apartment and then,




drinking PL all night in swimming pool with tons of laughs ;)

it's my life life & no one can asked their opinion on it. when people can't be satisfied with their own life and with who they are they must take it out on everyone around them.

MAYBE (secondhand serenade)

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

FOR MY BELOVED BUBU